I went to the Art College yesterday to check it out, get my course outlines Xeroxed, get new keys, pick out slides for next Wednesday’s class, and get a tour of the newly renovated building. Basically, what I did was chit-chat, shoot the breeze, enjoy being back there. I went into a few offices just to say hello, I’m back and enjoying every minute of it.
I actually didn’t think I would ever get another class to teach, never be asked back. And I didn't think of that as a problem. I missed the students, seeing what they are doing, but I have kept in touch with quite a few. I found I liked the freedom to paint as much as I want, to make my own schedule. Not to be beholden to anyone, no responsibilities other than painting.
My identity used to be tied up in the phrase “Yes, I teach at NSCAD” but it’s not anymore. After a year away, I’m just a person who paints. So they are dragging me from my pleasure dome, but not kicking and screaming. I’m really looking forward to teaching again. It’s funny how, when it’s not the most urgent thing in my life, when I don’t feel I HAVE to do it, how much easier it is to enjoy it.
Posted by leya at January 4, 2008 05:52 PMI know that feeling. I had it when I got called to teach (history) last semester. I enjoyed it, but I also like the archival work I've been doing. And I like being at the Women's Center. I won't know till the last minute if they'll need me at Xavier this semester, and even though I really liked being around students again, it won't be the end of the world if I spend more time with archives.
Posted by: sue at January 4, 2008 10:21 PMHi Leya,
I can relate to that also.
I have that feeling right now, when I have desided to run a few Water Color Classes this summer.
It was such a relief, back in 2001, when I could stop teaching, and paint full time, after being a teacher at The Academy and The School of Art & Design for almost 10 yeats, but I have fully enjoyed my solitude and the focus I could put into my work for such a long period.
Now it's time to play again!
Hugs,
Elin